“Chaos is the score upon which reality is written.”
-henry miller
first day at new gig down... went well overall. kinks to unkink, but nothing earth shattering. get the work, do the work, send off the work... even this small mind can get around that.
the annual "henry will leave arsenal" summer media frenzy is well underway. barcelona. milan. hell maybe the yankees will put him at 2nd base. with the future of mssr wenger somewhat in doubt, some of this may have teeth this time. hope not. really really hope not. how do you tell your 8 yr old that a 4-year contract means you honor 1-year and then go off to the highest bidder. this is the norm stateside and sadly becoming so across the pond. how to explain his hero. my hero. our hero left arsenal. god i hope he stays. let me have one hopeful constant in sport mr god guy. if he was to leave he better be straight about why, and we better get 2 world class strikers in return. thierry henry cannot be replaced. period. heres praying the suits at emirates know this too. dear lord...
my mind is racing racing racing, get work finish work... will take some time to get a rhythm. a calmness inside the storm. deadline driven, fee-split driven. need to coach my mind to settle in. take control. confidence and calm amidst chaos. done.
off then...
francis bacon, self portrait
go forth and do something half-assed good.
brickwallboy.
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